few precious memories are all that are left now.. to hold and cherish..

Its 12 years to the day you left us. We have grown through the pain and the tears, missing you, needing you… Through the dailyΒ  joys and struggles , the pain seems to have gone… to have been numbed… but still it comes back in full force when we think of you Mummy. Its still there so alive… so real… I don’t think the pain will ever leave us…

One thought that keeps coming back now is that the kids have not even seen you and… have no memories to call their own. They don’t relate to you in a way that relate to their thata. And somehow… it feels so wrong. That you are not here for them.. for us…

P.S: Found this … its so much close to what we’ve felt about you mummy…

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